.....and it still feels like yesterday.
I can't quite belive we're in April - when did that happen? My mind seems to be permanantly stuck in January. I keep thinking it's 6 months until summer, until the holiday we have planned....but it's not, time marches on whether you march with it or not.
Things have happened of course, there have been birthdays, occassions, events....but they have all passed in a blur. I can't really recall any of them and feel like we're all stuck in some bubble. I can see the world outside, I see things happening but I feel removed from it all....but I guess that's what grief does.
I have some wonderful friends who try to keep me connected to the world, some of them sufferering their own grief and loss and I am so very grateful for them. I have a wonderful family too, who although we are all suffering in our own way, we are all there for each other....what more could you ask for?